Comeback

Woa. It has been like, what, a year and a half since I stopped blogging. I'm really juggling between starting this again or whatever. Its just sometimes I need some space to vent out everything thats in my head because it gets smoky inside my brain after quite some time. But I also tend to blabber a lot I'm afraid I might regret.

So there. Things happened between that year and a half and now I'm already legal. I mean, I'm already 18. I can't even imagine. Before I just semi look forward to that day thinking how things will change since I need to be more responsible and all that. Gee, but I'm still my same old self

I just want to share two words: Compartmentalize and Gullible.

Compartmentalize. transitive verb; to separate into compartments or categories*

I've realized this as I read James Patterson's Don't Blink, that this is very helpful in dealing with things. Its like channeling whatever happens to go through virtual conveyor belts until they go down to their own labeled boxes. Good stuff. Erase Delete Forget. Sentimental. Don't Open. Happy Pills. Thinking of this  kinda makes me feel better.

Gullible. adjective; easily duped or cheated.*

A friend of mine (who just left today for Australia) told me that I'm so gullible. For a long time, I've been thinking of something to describe the things that I kept on doing. Like, I trust so much and I get betrayed for some sort then they'd be like warm and kind and I'd believe them again. I don't know better than that. That is gullible.

so many other things

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